The Baby Sitter......

I look outside the window and see my car has gathered dust,
I have abandoned it for too long, I hope it doesn’t lose my trust.

I look outside the window and see my stagnant neighborhood,
What was our share of  fault in this, I never really understood.

I look outside the window and wonder where it had gone wrong,
Now it's irreversible, we just have to hope and stay strong.

I look outside the window and wonder where happiness went,
I am lost outside while I try to figure out what this meant.